263: Peaceful Exhaustion

263: Peaceful Exhaustion

For me, exhaustion is usually tormenting, painful, almost unbearable. I can’t get into bed quite fast enough every night even though I’m dead tired. But I found it. I found a peaceful sense of exhaustion, one where I feel extremely tired, but I’m in that space where that fatigue is borderline pleasurable, almost welcome. Of course, I’ll still go to bed after I post this. I feel like I’m getting a kick out of this peaceful exhaustion. Hmm. Lately I’ve been getting a kick out of everything. Talking to my significant other about stuff I want to do. Talking to the voices about studying properly. Wondering where the holidays went even though I kept a stern eye on the time. Talking, wondering, thinking, listening, dreaming…

 

~ Serendipitous

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